Dichotomy

I've been doing a lot of thinking these days. Too much, probably. I just want to find a nice man and settle down and be happy... some days. But other days, I really kind of hate kids. And I don't even see how I could ever be okay living with a man. And I do everything that will not make me happy. Sigh. I just want a sugar daddy too, Eggs. It would make things easier.

 Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh... is anyone else drooling? I know I am...