10 years later

Eggs here. I am warning you now. this is going to be a downer blog.

it has been 10 years to the day that I lost my only sibling.

All I have to say is that I was stronger than I am now. I don't know how I handled it when I was 15. I think I was numb, it has to be it. 

I think this has to be my favourite photo of all. If I could go back to this, I would. 

I can't keep saying what if... 

Anyways. Cheers to a better year. November 2nd sucks...